YES I KNOW. screenwriting is a very hard thing to do and the job market is almost non-existent. YES I KNOW. you think i will fail at it and won’t be able to support myself like the thousands of other people who have attempted it. BUT. i’m different…you don’t need to worry about me..you said that i can do it as a hobby but not as my main job but listen here..if i don’t treat it as my one and only, success in it is even rarer than dinosaur poop. so YOU LISTEN HERE. I am going to pursue this dream of mine. I’m going to succeed in it. I’m going to be a badass writer for all those who have eyes to see it..i want to be able to make people cry, laugh, love, feel hatred..that’s all i want..for my creativity to hit home and bury itself deep within that penetrating area that people call genuineness and sincerity. and if i fail? well, that’s not an option.

so stop telling me to do this and to do that..to do advertising, or business, or finance because even if i do decide to do it, my brain will kill itself before i even get a chance to swallow the twenty-five sleeping pills that are teetering at the edge of my bed stand.